The appearance of disparity
They know not of the clarity
I did
It was me
I wasn’t wanted there anymore
It’s ok
This usually happens
Sooner or later
They realize the chaos
That comes with my presence
The curse that I carry
I blame no one
Only myself
They are innocent
For I am a bastard
And I feel horrible
For the damnation that follows me
Yet people follow me
For better or worse
And I am the worst
So for them
I must better myself
So I do not drag them
Down into the hollows with me
No, I must uplift them
As they uplift me
I must show them
My gratefulness for their loyalty
By taking them higher
I’m sorry for the loved ones I lost
Because of my selfishness
Because of my stupidity
I hope they can forgive me
I wish I was better for them then
But I will keep trying
To be better for them now
Tomorrow and onward
And I’m sorry for the suffering
That they had endured
Of watching a man they loved
Become a monster they feared
I’m sorry M…
For however I wronged you
I’m sorry
BY OSCAR TORRES LEON
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