You fell on the floor and I picked you up
Looked into my eyes and then threw up
On my shirt, on my pants, on my shoes, where I stand
I’m your lover, I’m your man, I’m your best friend
DAMN!
You drink too much
But I can’t get enough of you, you fill me up
Like a drug that I pump through a vain of lust
I insert you, I thrust, you moan, we bust
I listen to you cuss as you fuss on mistrust
I want to call you a BITCH! But I love the way you touch
You’re the hands on my nuts, alcohol on my lips
The tongue in my kiss, the pain in my fist
The saliva on my dick, the cough when I’m sick
The one who was quick to drop them draws when I’m pissed
The pussy in my lick, the bong that I hit
That one special chick whose bullshit I put up with
Angry fuck always drunk with a tasty cunt
Smoking blunts, you were the only girl that I’d smoke with
Hopeless, I was stuck on romance; I was caught up in a trance
If I wasn’t in your pants I was looking for that ass
As it was the same for you
More obsessive than I even knew
You were jealous, restless, hopeless and quote this
Remember you saying you’d kill any Bitch that I noticed
You didn’t want me walking with a wandering eye
But you the one who said you want to fuck my guy
Coming home crying cause you thinking that I’m cheating
Knowing all along that you’re the only pie that I’m eating
But I question if I’m the only guy that you’re feeding
When it was you who was misleading
About your whereabouts in the evening
Doing all this pleading when I’m feeling like you’re leaving
If you want to go then FUCK IT! GET OUT! And stop deceiving
Cause I’m reading you like a book that I love but hate to look at
You’re filled with all these nasty facts
Liar, cheater, love that lacks
But once you’re sitting in my lap
I tend to turn these pages back
Unsure if I want this to be over
Pulling back these icy shoulders
Question if I love or loathe her
Would this or loneliness be colder
But if she falls I tend to catch her
Try to fix everything that’s tattered
Re-flavor this bitter batter
And try to move things up the ladder
Cause we we’re both caught in a nexus
Want to leave but it won’t let us
Addiction begged us to pursue
Even though getting out was long overdue
And you
May or may not love me
But the pain still lingers above me
Pointing to one fact, one truth
I’M NEVER GOING BACK TO YOU!
Cause the addiction is over
You don’t control me like before
It’s evident even more
That you’re nothing but a whore
And the stored hate
Will finally get out
I don’t care if you’re crying
Cause I’m screaming
Cause I shout
Cause everything you’ve been about
Is lies and nothing less
And I wish you had confessed
Instead of showing me your breast
I’m tired of all your stunts
I knew that I had enough
When you walked out a friend’s room
While he was zipping up
And you were drunk
And you were this
And you were that
And it’s all crap
And I’ll deal with him later
For stabbing me in the back
And I can’t believe I trusted you
But I did
Lied about being pregnant
Now I wonder how you can live
Knowing you killed your own kid
You’re nothing but a trick
You make me ill
You make me sick
And stop calling me for dick
I’m tired of all your fucking shit
There’s no more love in this syringe
No romantic intentions
And I’m not saying this again
There’s no more us, this is the END!
BY OSCAR TORRES LEON
